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Angry venting

2011-03-28 19:43:40 by Pizza9000

I just felt like blowing off some steam, so that's what I'm doing. That's usually the only reason I use this thing anyway. When I need to dump something off my chest that I'm sure nobody else wants to hear.

I'm just really sick and tired of negativity. Contrary to what seems to be a popular impression of me, I don't feed off of pessimism. But if I keep getting bombarded by it, it's gonna take its toll and affect the way I think. And it's hard to stay in good spirits when some people just give you no reason to be hopeful about anything and spew nothing but negativity at you.

I'll admit, it's probably easier for me to see the darker nature of things a lot of times, and these days I can see why it would be the same for other people. But if you can give me something to be hopeful for, even the tiniest bit, it would be better than putting me in a mindset of "this sucks and there's nothing you can do about it", which I feel like I've been in for a long time now.

Well, I guess that's all I really wanted to say. Life has been pretty stressful for me lately and it's not easy for me to relax. But I think I'm getting by ever so slowly with the help of some cool people I'm encountering. I just felt especially drained today both physically and emotionally, so I guess that manifested itself in this entry. I think I need a break from school.


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